But I AM good enough. And I'm never, ever as busy as I think I am. When I truly am too busy, my soul feels wheezy and out of breath. I don't want that either. No negative self-talk sludge, and no soul-sucking busy-ness. The sludge creeps in more often than the busy-ness, but both are equally destructive.
Life is somewhere in the middle. I have to be awake for it.
Honestly, it's a battle to be awake. The mundane is so mundane. Work, housekeeping, daily life. Each of those things can be such downers. When I think about the mundane, I almost always picture the gray half-life of the main character in The Matrix. Oh God, heaven forbid we live like that. Ever.
I have definitely been in a half-life before. Even when in relatively good health. We are meant for FULL LIFE.
I am one year cancer-free. That's a huge milestone! And yet, I'm still recovering. But I think we are ALL still recovering. We are just at different stages of recovery from whatever it is we are battling - it could be cancer for you, too, or it could be depression, or a broken ankle, or a sore hip, or a month of sleepless nights with a new baby, or financial stress, or a fight with a loved one, or you could even be recovering from your run this morning. And we all need a little help with recovery. We need tools; an arsenal; a First Aid Kit for Life.
This help can take multiple forms. My First Aid Kit for Life contains the following:
- Faith
- Family
- Friends
- Eating right (I will eventually have a "click here" button that takes you to my favorite recipes)
- Exercise (even as much as I hate it, it DOES, without fail, kick the mundane's ass)
- My amazing supplements and essential oils (email me to find out how to get some!)
Yeah, yeah, whatever -- I know that's what you're thinking. But it's true. I'm aware I may sound ridiculous to some, but what I have to say IS important. I don't say it just because I like to see my words in print on the world wide web. Or because I think it's cool to post links. Or just because I want to achieve financial freedom by building a business through essential oils.
I say it because of how it has changed my life. It really has. It can truly help you, too. But it's still just a tool - one of the tools in the First Aid Kit for Life.
